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我想象的這起搶劫中有某種令我不安的東西，這是我不愿承認(rèn)的東西，這是因?yàn)樾呃⒍晃矣幸饴匀サ臇|西。。。

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I am frightened I will scare him and he will shoot, or I will give him my money and he will still shoot. I am also angry because someone I've never met and never hurt is pointing a gun at me. Something makes me uncomfortable about this imagined robbery, something I don't want to admit, something I almost intentionally omitted because I am ashamed. I understand why I imagined being robbed by a man: They're physically more dominating and I've never heard of anyone being robbed by a female. But why is he a black man?
我害怕我會(huì)嚇著他，致使他朝我開槍，我還擔(dān)心我把錢給他以后，他仍然會(huì)朝我開槍。我同樣也很生氣，因?yàn)橐粋€(gè)我從未見過、也從未傷害過的人在用槍指著我。 我想象的這起搶劫中有某種令我不安的東西，這是我不愿承認(rèn)的東西，這是因?yàn)樾呃⒍晃矣幸饴匀サ臇|西。 我明白我為什么會(huì)想象自己遭到一個(gè)男子的搶劫：他們?cè)谏眢w上占有優(yōu)勢(shì)，而且我也從沒聽說有誰遭到過一個(gè)女人的搶劫。 但為什么這個(gè)人是個(gè)黑人呢?