概述：

我很討厭她一看到那個黑人就鎖上車門的舉動。不知他是否注意到了我們這一舉動。

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My friend automatically locked the doors. I am disgusted she saw the man as a reminder to lock her doors. I wonder if he noticed us doing so. I wonder how it feels when people lock their doors at the sight of you. I imagine another confrontation in front of my apartment. I have my gun when a man asks for money. I am angry and scared, but I do not use the gun. I fear what may happen if I don't use it, but am more afraid of killing another human being, more afraid of trying to live with the guilt of murdering another person.
我的朋友便不由自主地鎖上了車門。 我很討厭她一看到那個黑人就鎖上車門的舉動。不知他是否注意到了我們這一舉動。不知當(dāng)別人一看到你就鎖上車門，那會是一種什么樣的感覺。 我又設(shè)想另外一種在我的公寓前遭遇歹徒的情景。當(dāng)一個人向我要錢時我正帶著槍。我很生氣又很害怕，但我沒有用槍。我害怕在我不使用槍的情況下可能發(fā)生的事情，但我更害怕殺死別人，害怕在因為殺了人而使良心遭受的無盡譴責(zé)中活著。